Back in Fashion deprived state.

After spending 3 years in the fabulously fashionable NY, I'm back in Penang, Malaysia. It was my decision to come back, but the lack of fashionable items are driving me crazy! I have a wedding to attend and I've been scouring high and low for an appropriate dress to wear. All I want is a simple knee length dress with a bit of sleeve to cover up my trouble area, and some fabulous construction. But NO! There's hardly any that I can find, even if I find one there is problem to even get my size. Apparently they think everyone fits into sizes 4 and 6. The dresses are usually a bit on the older side and outdated to the fashion world. As I was looking at bluefly, saks fifth ave., urban outfiters and fcuk online websites, I wish I'm back in NYC. Where people would actually understand how important it is to get the PERFECT dress. How it is worth it to search high and low for that dress. And actually being able to find one. Good luck to myself to find on in a week or two. Thats all for today. Just feel like letting it out, since no one been able to relate to me on this matter. Those who doesn't think like me wouldn't be able to understand what I'm feeling.